Hi Mateo. Thank you for your heartfelt article (and it really is, because ultimately it’s about your kid after all). I think you have taken far too many hits on this. I share your tensions (as a person myself of living faith) and will pray for you. Don’t think this condescending btw. I just want you to know that I feel for you in your life-story and how you want the best for your child.

This was my own take on your situation: https://medium.com/@williamlister/what-is-a-strong-faith-f922550c56fa

Take care. Fr William